Cedargrass
🔮 I asked the Rhodochrosite stones if my mom and I were winning the lottery and you can’t believe these mofos flat out spelled “No.” #rhodochrosite #runes #occult #psychic #fortune #magic #esoteric #wicca #pagan #spirituality #paganism #witch #witchcraft #symbolism #oracle #thirdeye #sixthsense #divination #starseed #astrology #numerology #scrying #totem #lottery #no

🔮 I asked the Rhodochrosite stones if my mom and I were winning the lottery and you can’t believe these mofos flat out spelled “No.” #rhodochrosite #runes #occult #psychic #fortune #magic #esoteric #wicca #pagan #spirituality #paganism #witch #witchcraft #symbolism #oracle #thirdeye #sixthsense #divination #starseed #astrology #numerology #scrying #totem #lottery #no

Book Update, March 26, 2013

This book is going to offer a very refreshing point of view on the Tarot that many already know, as well as serve as teaching the basics to novices who are currently learning. It’s jam-packed with already so much information, and will then delve into how to read the cards through four different chapters that offer the many ways Tarot is used in life, and also my way of reading using psychic shorthand and linguistics. The major tone of the book is from an informative, highly spiritual point of view. Being a pagan-based mystic myself for about a decade now, with some professional and much solitary experience, I think the book will showcase the lifestyle of one who uses Tarot as a tool for maintaining a spiritual lifestyle.

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Insane Relationships

I am in a perpetual state of wondering, “Why am I still here doing the same things over and over with no resolve or change in outcome?” Einstein termed insanity as doing the same things expecting a different result each time. Surely continuing this relationship is insanity, no matter how much I love him and want to work things out. He has to want to work things out, too, which means doing something rather saying something. I do things all the time like trying to compromise, be fair, be logical, and try to be considerate and fair to us both in what we want and what goes on.

I used to think we were like sodium and water needing our one chloride to make us stable rather explosive, but now I just think we’re two atoms waiting to split. Arguing with him (even maturely as in a case or suit) is like arguing with a child who doesn’t know any better. He is so contradictory and double standard.

I was really pissed off during an argument over switching my studio with our master bedroom that we both sleep in. I put up a very detailed case as to why I deserve the space and how I would benefit most, which was all based on logic. His only argument was that he’s wanted a big room his entire life and it’s kind of a status thing. He also thinks that I can have the creepy, smelly, dark, damp, noisy basement as my studio. AS MY STUDIO. He gave me no logical reason why he deserves the space over me other than ego and pride. I need it for more natural light for my mental health, the space for my art things that are still packed and ritual space, the moon-facing window for charging objects during a full moon and rituals (it faces west, my current window is north), etc. So I got mad that he wouldn’t budge, explained to him that he was being illogical, unfair, double-standard, and childish, so I pulled four cards: One for me, one for him, a middle card for the outcome, and a clarity card for lessons.

Four Card Spread- Devil, Sun, 8w⇓, Justice⇓

He’s my bad habit and I should probably just leave (Devil) because he’s never going to learn or change because he refuses to budge towards my guidance (8w⇓) and nothing will ever get better, which is should be amazing (Sun), because he won’t change and I get too impatient with him to be the therapist and teacher of this relationship. So my best course of action is determine why I’m here and keep convincing myself of lies (Justice⇓) that not even I should believe?

Or perhaps I’m being biased and angry as hell and the spread is really saying that things will only get better (Sun) if I stop getting mad before he does and going off the handle (Devil) and that it’s not his fault he’s so damn dense (8w⇓) and doesn’t know how to communicate properly or know how to understand (Justice⇓).

Either way, bias or none, I get the impression that we both should be able to communicate properly without Ego (Devil, Sun). But on his side, he’s just so 8w⇓ in that he’s impatient also, but he’s actually too stubborn to change, and it may relate to that not being right at all (Justice⇓), and it’s not right. But it’s also not right when I get mad because things aren’t going my way (Devil). Yes, what I’m doing is noble, I feel, but I have to be patient and just keep explaining my side and how things can get better.

Pyramid Tree of Life Spread
Created this spread yesterday and have used it twice. It incorporates symbolism of the tree of life, chakras, pyramids, universal themes and messages, dimensional theory, the mind/body/spirit trinity, numerology, and duality. It can be read in so many ways and offers the most accurate reading I’ve ever performed, in my opinion. I breezed through so many long-term blockages with this spread. When I read, I like to analyse, use my intuition, and connect cards that might influence others.
One important thing to note is that 19, 18, and 17 relate to needing to be golden before the mind/emotions can be readied, then the physical worked on, for the end goals of 2 and 4, and thus 1 is satisfied, thus life is amazing.
Crown- What is your life purpose? Who are you?
Highest aspiration to achieve in life.
Third Eye- What’s your vision in life?
Deepest dreams, fulfillments, and passions.
Results, outcomes, and cosmic messages for issues.
What’re you doing to fix things?
Throat- What’re you expressing?
What’re you saying/feeling?
Results, outcomes, and cosmic messages for issues.
What can others do/say to help you? Are you alone.
Bad habits and addictions, How to cope from pain.
Pain on the extro/outside, What’re you showing?
Heart- How’re you treating others/self? Suffering?
Pain on the intro/inside, What’re you internalizing?
Are you Depressed? What’re you missing/hiding?
Why’re you focusing on Pain? Where is the good?
Solar Plexus- Where to derive energy for Action?
Navel- Are you motivated to change or begin?
Root- Are you healthy? Disconnect from Purpose?
How did #12 ever begin? Where did the Pain start?
How did #14 ever begin? Where did the Pain start?

Pyramid Tree of Life Spread

Created this spread yesterday and have used it twice. It incorporates symbolism of the tree of life, chakras, pyramids, universal themes and messages, dimensional theory, the mind/body/spirit trinity, numerology, and duality. It can be read in so many ways and offers the most accurate reading I’ve ever performed, in my opinion. I breezed through so many long-term blockages with this spread. When I read, I like to analyse, use my intuition, and connect cards that might influence others.

One important thing to note is that 19, 18, and 17 relate to needing to be golden before the mind/emotions can be readied, then the physical worked on, for the end goals of 2 and 4, and thus 1 is satisfied, thus life is amazing.

  1. Crown- What is your life purpose? Who are you?
  2. Highest aspiration to achieve in life.
  3. Third Eye- What’s your vision in life?
  4. Deepest dreams, fulfillments, and passions.
  5. Results, outcomes, and cosmic messages for issues.
  6. What’re you doing to fix things?
  7. Throat- What’re you expressing?
  8. What’re you saying/feeling?
  9. Results, outcomes, and cosmic messages for issues.
  10. What can others do/say to help you? Are you alone.
  11. Bad habits and addictions, How to cope from pain.
  12. Pain on the extro/outside, What’re you showing?
  13. Heart- How’re you treating others/self? Suffering?
  14. Pain on the intro/inside, What’re you internalizing?
  15. Are you Depressed? What’re you missing/hiding?
  16. Why’re you focusing on Pain? Where is the good?
  17. Solar Plexus- Where to derive energy for Action?
  18. Navel- Are you motivated to change or begin?
  19. Root- Are you healthy? Disconnect from Purpose?
  20. How did #12 ever begin? Where did the Pain start?
  21. How did #14 ever begin? Where did the Pain start?
Tarot Spread, Life assessment

A tarot card spread of my own creation, this I use in my professional readings at holistic fairs, expos, and shows. Deeper meanings from the spread can be extracted by comparing parallel cards diagonally, horizontally, and vertically. You can also read across rows, even down the columns in a story form from top to bottom. This spread is one of my favorites, one because I created it and it’s much more personal for me, but also because it encompasses so much.

I would say that an average reading time is approximately 15-20 minutes.

With this spread, I’ve accurately predicted (by the testimony and word of my clients) financial calamity due to potentially being laid off, the type of woman a man would meet, a blackmail situation regarding a coworker, the finalization and foregoing of a divorce, one’s current mental-emotional embodiment, relationship patterns, messages from diseased relatives and loved ones, and more.

I do believe that this spread was a gift to me from the Akasha, and I feel more than happy to share it with you all. The best way to use it is by applying a trinity concept to the emotional, physical, and spiritual, for it is the physical and emotional which makes up the spiritual, and vice-versa.